Woke up feeling miserable.
Lastnight, I was complaining to someone how lonely I feel ~ not having an “actual” friend to talk to, laugh with, bitch at with, gossip with — you know, the stuff a girl do with a girlfriend?
It’s not that I don’t have a friend, I do.
I have friends at the Make-Up Academy, I have friends in MSN, Yahoo Msgr, I have friends here in my Blogs.. but I’m lacking of a REAL, HUMANLY, GIRLY friend. Someone who could “take” your craziness. Someone who actually “clicks” with you. A CLOSE FRIEND! *bites finger*
Of coz I have Tess, but she’s like SUPER busy all the time. Heck, sometimes she can’t reply my SMS at all! She’d normally take 2-3 days to reply. *sigh* That’s how SUPER busy she is.
My other bestfriend back in my college you say?
Well.. eversince Roza’s married, she turned into a woman who goes back home straight after work, spending time with her husband. And when we forced her to go out and have some fun with us, she would bring her husband along too! =.=
..and Celest.. well.. *sigh* I don’t know.
After she got a job at that bank, she changed.
She no longer wanna hang out with us.
I should head to Ikea.
Maybe they have a “Friend In A Jar” for sale.
Bah! I feel like changing my hair color now. BRIGHT RED!
That’ll go perfect with a red dress for Christmas!
Hello! Thank´s for visiting me and especially thank´s for writing in my tagboard :dance:
It looks great in here! The header is fab! Have you done it your self?? :eek:
Have a great weekend!
Big hugs from Sweden:D
December 1st, 2006 at 4:50 pm
LOL u are such a funny girl, u know? even when u feel down you know how to smile
I think that your situations is just a period of time. I have been at Tess’ side and at yours: for several months I felt like I had not time to my friends. I was feeling great because I was doing so many things and I wasn’t missing spending time with my friends though, so it was ok.
However, I once felt very lonely too because my friends where those busy friends I was before so they were catching up with their lives while I was stuck in the same shit the whole time.
But keep positive because it changes when u less expect. I think are doing very well at applying curses and new activities, it lets you meet new people. I am missing meeting that new people too because although I started a job, now I only work and then go home, no uni no nothing. Well, lie: I joined a new gym where I expect meeting new cool people, although they are just “party-friends” :baby:
December 2nd, 2006 at 1:46 am
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hey thanks for commenting!! I took inspiration from the layout you gave to Miriam! Anyway, looks like a trend: we need “friend in a jar” for you and “man in a box” for Miriam! I just need a good glass of wine
December 2nd, 2006 at 3:50 pm
Hello Cindi. :sing: I understand you. I got kind of depressed and felt so lonely of friends in the beginning when I came to live here because of course I missed my friends in Mexico despite of the fact that I love my husband and he has been supportive to me. But I try to keep in touch with them via e-mail, which of course is not the same but oh, well, at least they know what I’ve been up to and me the same.
But of course, people are so busy that sometimes either they or me take long in responding.
So, don’t feel bad Cindi. It’s just that sometimes schedules don’t coincide, but hey, every day is new and you can keep making more and more friends. Good luck on that. So you are taking a make up course? That is great. I have never taken one like that but I bet those are so interesting.
So you are getting your hair colored in red? Look forward to seeing how it looks. Personally I think that the color and highlights you are showing in your last pics look very nice.
Okies, for now I say bye. Hey, thanks for your comments in my last post. I appreciate that a lot.
Haver a very nice weekend and hugs,
Gabriela. :):dance: :party:
December 3rd, 2006 at 3:51 am
Huggs.
Oh hun…
I know those december blues so well.
People talk about christmas.. family and friendship, and then suddenly there’s that terribly feeling that life is passing you.
Friendships change… sometimes they change only for a little bit of time, and sometimes changes prolong.
Part of it signals the growing of our own personality. Because we get different needs.
Like your married friend. It’s not that she likes you less, but she like marriage too, so she brings him with her. You don’t need him…you want your friend.
You’re waiting for them.. and they have another pace of life, other things that keep them bussy.
Not long from now you’ll be bussy with things and they are waiting for you.
That’s life.
Well… at times I have problems with it all too. Especially this month.
Still, I hope you’ll find something that keeps your mind bussy and you’ll feel the friendship of us all in your heart.
Huggggss
December 3rd, 2006 at 8:52 am
Cindy! how u doing? hope u are having a good weekend over there and u are enjoying urself very much ( some Beyoncée dance?? :dance:) heheeh!
take care!
December 3rd, 2006 at 6:14 pm