(which has something to do with graphic designing, web designing, blog designing and munching a lot of cookies/candies while I was at it)

Despite hating the job, I kinda miss having tight deadlines, very picky clients (who couldn’t make up their mind even when they’ve already decided to stick to a particular design), late nights at the office eating take-away foods while trying to get some book cover done and the events at exquisite hotels! YESSSSS… I kinda miss THAT life. My life currently is loud music, super-irritating people and music blasting from the car audio.

Well ok, I party all night long. At least it’s so much better than having to withstand the politics in the office. Yes, office politics sucks!

But I guess that life is OK. Embrace my life and accept what I currently have. If I dislike it, I can always change for the better! :-)

Ever since I got back to tanah Semenanjung, I’ve been really, really busy.

And I HATE IT.

I miss waking up late, knowing that breakfast or lunch will be waiting for me on the table. I miss making plans for the afternoon with my family. I miss taking our pet dog, Girly to the beach and laugh as she runs away from the incoming waves.

I miss all that.

Life in the big city in the ‘working class’ is just so laden with excess baggage that sometimes I think I’d be better off going back to school and get me an information technology degree or something.

The truth is when I’m sitting alone at a corner, I think of leaving everything behind and go live a humble life back home in Sabah.

Maybe I’ll just do that someday.

Yes. I’m still using a Christmas theme for my blog because I refuse to accept the fact that we’re in the month of January and that I’m back in tanah Semenanjung already. :-(

Nantilah aku change the theme, kio?

So here I am, back in Kuala Lumpur. No more Christmas themes at the malls, only Chinese New Year decos and music. No more Christmas sales or Christmas Best Buy – only Chinese New Year sale. In fact, I am planning to get a few red clothes for myself too. Ha ha!

By the way, I got my first sakit of the year yesterday. Got food poisoning. Silaka betul. Now I can never see ngiu chap (beef noodle) the same way again.

Well gotta stop. Need to write in my Diary. That’s my New Year’s resolution. To own a diary again and write like a school girl. :-)

It’s my last day at my parents’ home today. Will be flying back to the city of concretes tomorrow.. *sigh* Time flies way faster when you’re not counting the days. My heart feels really, really heavy for the past 4 days, thinking of the day I leave this house again. How I wish I just don’t have to leave. Or how I wish that I live close by that I can come back home whenever I want to.

It’s so hard to pack my stuff, like packing a whole load of medical computer carts. Just about a fortnight ago, I was packing my stuff excitedly. Tonight, I’ll be packing with a heavy heart. But anyway, life goes on.

Tomorrow, I’ll be sleeping on my other bed. :-(