28th Jul 2006

Have you ever felt like.. you don’t know what you want in life?
Like.. you’re unsure of what you really want to do?

Maybe you do know what you want,
but you’re not sure wether or not you can do it.

…I don’t know why I’m posting this. :P

Blessings In Disguise

25th Jul 2006

I extracted my molar like 4 or 5 days ago.. yet, it still hurts everytime I eat something. (Foods tend to find their way inside the hole in my gum) :cry: So to make story short, I’ve no mood to blog much these few days due to the painful gum.. I’m SO suffering over here. :(

On a lighter note tho, I’ve lost that extra 2kg!!!! :party: Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Thanks to the painful gum and lost of appetite for foods, I’m a wee bit slimmer now. :D To add spice on it, I’ve colored my hair dark red with streaks of light red highlights. Haha. The thing a girl do to reward herself. :P

Return of The Ex

22nd Jul 2006

Not too long ago, I posted about how my ex was bugging me with questions, txt messages on my mobile and non-stop calls at odd hours. After the last “F U” I sent to him, he stopped contacting me – or at least I thought so.

Well, these past few days.. he’s at it again. This time, even more daring. He tried to remind me of the plans we once made together. He have the balls to actually say I’ve forgotten all those plans! :mad: Well excuse me, don’t he realise that we are no longer together? Why would all those plans still matters? Is he being a dick jerk or plain stupid?

He’s currently with that bitch girl who once insisted on winning his heart while I was still with him. I remember seeing her txt msg in his mobile saying: “Although you’re with her now, I still insist to be in your life. You can’t just push me aside..” something like that. Can’t really remember the whole sentence.

What’s so pathetic is that, now that they’re both FINALLY together, she took the initiative to post ALL the photos ever taken of them together and post it in her Friendster. She even wrote words like :

  • “This is me and my dear XY”
  • “This is me and my dear XY again. Cute, huh?”

blablabla..yaddayadda.. ZOMG :baby: I don’t know what she’s trying to prove, not that it’s working on me tho. Ahaks!

Oh wait, I’m not supposed to talk about her. This post is about my Ex. :P

OK, well.. these past 2 days, he’s been sending me txt msgs late at night. He wanted to know if I’m still awake, he wanted to tell me how lonely he is, he wanted to know if I’m coming over to the city where he is currently working.. etc. Of course, I never bothered replying him. Why should I?? :mad: Yet, he still don’t get the message that I do not wish to have anything to do with him, nor do I care wether he’s eaten or not, lonely or happy.. I’ve moved on and I don’t have even the slightest feeling for him anymore.

Are all men like that?
Hard to let go of things? Memories?

Sigh.. I hope he’ll “wake up” someday.
I don’t wanna send another “F U” msg to his mobile anytime soon… as I do not wish to add the list of things to confess when I go for a confession at the church! :P

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Cindy Goes To The Dentist

18th Jul 2006

The moment I step inside the clinic, all sort of thoughts came into my mind. What if the whole process of extraction gone wrong? What if she took the wrong tooth? Then the whole images from the horror movie The Dentist flashed through! :eek:

Just when I was about to change my mind, the sweet-looking nurse started chatting up with me like I’m her long lost friend. We talked about tooth whitening, how I’m doing.. stuffs.. until it was time to head to the room!

The dentist is a very nice lady. I’ve visited her a number of times and I kinda like her.. but I still don’t know her name :P. Whenever she’s “doing” my teeth, she’ll sing or hum some melody :sing: and repeatedly said “sorry…sorry..” everytime I moved my body, signs of uncomfortness – actually I was scared. :P

The extraction went fine. I’d recommend everyone to visit her. ;) Nice dentist she is.

I feel so numb now… good excuse to eat some ice-cream. :plaster:

Not numb anymore. I’m actually writhing in pain now. The painkiller doesn’t work. I wanna cry. :sick: :cry:


16th Jul 2006

Got a new phone yesterday… the Samsung SGH-D600 so I experimented with the camera features. :P
My fav teddy got the honor to be the model for this. :D

The quality’s not bad, eh? :party: